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a few day I'm not update my blog..that because now i still busy with my final exam assignment..i doing presentation about non-hodgkin lymphoma(hematology disease)..this disease is very hard to understand until i take a few day to understand it..but until now...still don't know anything..grrr...geram....why i'm so unlucky and get this topic..while my other friend get very easy topic such as luekemia..a very common disease...but mine...???who are medical student outside there and know about this disease...please reply me...this assignment is very important because it contribute 10 % to my final exam....final exam just round the corner..good luck to myself...

openn dayy...

last weekend is my college open day..i join fishing competition and paint ball...so nice..you want to try...?cool game duhh..if you never try this memang rugiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.............yee...in blue t shirt is me and white one is my friend...

college open day..

boringggggggggggggg..................................because faculty of nursing still got class...arghh..other course now can enjoy their day..but we need to listen to lecture again...arghhh....

OSCE over...

student..please take your number...



before OSCE we all pray..because we believe in god..


finally osce is over...i feel really free now..but when i look it back,it is a simple procedure that i need to do..the procedure is giving injection and dressing...but i cannot finish my injection procedure in 5 minute...hell..that mean they will minus my mark...cehh...but it oklah..at least i can do my dressing and i have try my best..huhuhu....

.....so many day...

so many day has pass since i confess to someone..confess about what..hehe(adalah)..i know that she has rejected me. .ohhh..but i still cannot forget about her..what is so special about her..?that question only myself can answer...and yeahh..i will try to forget about her..hopefully i can..(i still love her..?..who know..)..I thought that time can heal and make us forget about everything(i mean the bad thing happen to us)but after all i know that time cannot do anything and it just give us time to solve it..(understand ka..?)haahh..this is life..anyway,tomorrow is my OSCE exam..so,gudluck to myself..i know i can do it..peace...see u in the next post..

......karaoke...

another day pass by..just today i sing for my class...aduhhh...maluu duuhh...with all my lecture see me singing..haha...this is how it happen..actually my class organize some karaoke competition between the nurses only..and im one of the ajk...when the time they announce the result,suddenly one of my lecture ask for special request..that is..she ask me to sing...at first i dont want..coz to me i dont know how to sing..but,the whole class shouted my name..and with my shacking knee,i start to sing..amazingly,after a few minute i start to be confident and i can finish that song..hahhaa...that is a few thing happen to me today...after the karaoke session finish,we all start to dance with techno song...hahhaa....amazing day..that is a way how we release our tension before final exam and OSCE next week...

.....bad day..

i don't know what i want to do now..so,i just open my laptop and write this blog..hahha...im still in the class now,but curi-curi online..hehehe...so bad ohh,student like me..what i want to say else ooo...ohhhh....just now i receive my exam result for my pediatric paper...holy damn it...i fail that paper..not just me,but many of my friend oso...what the hell happening to my head duhhh....actually,that question is so fucking damn easy..arghhh....maybe..arghh..no reason why i fail it...

dressing,bandaging,suture take off.....etc

that is a procedure that i have learn today..and it is very important because that procedure will come out as a question on our practical exam..its not a hard procedure actually,just too much step especially bandaging...arghhhh...next tuesday is that examination...so..jaga-jagalah...anyway..good luck for myself..

easter monday..

today is Easter monday for all christian...so happy easter day..we should rejoice because today,our savior,Jesus Christ is risen from death...i feel happy today,because i was reborn..(hopefully)..

busy day again...

finally this day almost finish...today i feel really..really..really stressfull...my assignment almost due date and i havent yet start anything...plus today i need to do daily report and also havent do...so how..?arghhh....i feel like all burden was on my shoulder...i also need to collect all project that have been done by my classmate...i really..really need to release all this thing....but how..?hang out..?but with who..?aiihhh.........i really need something to release all these thing...any idea..?msg me...k...

good friday

tomorrow is good Friday and happy good friday to all christian...what is good friday...good friday is a day when the Jesus Christ die on the cross because of human sin...on this day,all christian will start fasting from morning till evening...if you want to know more about it,you can referr to bible..lazy to explain more..hehe...see you in the next post...

busy..busy life..

life as a student is really busy..busy with assignment,project and etc....many.many more problem also has attack my brain....arghhhhh.......sometime,i feel really tired to face all this thing....but,what to do right...?this is life..life is not as simple as we thought....this is the thing that will teach all of us to be more stronger...even if we pray to have a easy life,all this problem still happen...why..?because god never promise to us that He will make our life easy...God never promise anything to us except life and death....so..face all this thing so that we will be more stronger each day....

class time

today will be another busy day..i just come too early to college this morning and i still sleepy..zzZz..hopefully today will be a great day and i cant wait to learn new thing...life as a student is busy but if you know how to manage it,you will will enjoy it..something that you will remember for the rest of your life..hahhaa...so..enjoy your life...

qing ming,,

another busy day..

hmmm...another busy day has pass by..arghh...cant wait to go back home and rest..not so much thing happen today..just study..study..and study for non stop for the whole day from 8am until 5pm...so tired huhh...but to all of us,it is normal...you see,my friend tired face....huaahahahaha........there are my best friend...hahahaha....sama palak duhhh...hahaha...peace be with you..see you next time....

lovee...

loveee....?what is this meaning..?nothing..?meaningless..?something that can change you..?sometime,a word from someone can make your world turn upside down...is it wrong to admit to someone that you like..maybe it is not wrong because at least we have try..maybe the answer is not like what we expected,but it worth to try...even it will break our heart into pieces...we cannot force someone to love us...sometime,i feel very unlucky to have this feeling to someone...this feeling can make you crazy..if my memory is like computer,i will delete all my memory with someone..because it hurt me,and i know that is not her fault....so..thank you for give me this feeling...thank you to give this first love...we still a best friend ever...sob..sob...


it take a minute to know someone,it take a hour to like someone,it take a day to love someone,but it take a whole life to forget someone...

LIFE...

What we know about our life..is it true that our life is too short..?we maybe die on our 80 years old or maybe younger than that..what we know about death..what i should do when i face the patient that is very ill patient and near to death..?Yesterday,i have learn on how to handle this type of patient..maybe to other people,it is a scary thing to talk.But to nurses or other health allied,it is a normal thing to see,until we get immune with it.Maybe when i say that i get immune with it maybe u people will think that i have a cold heart(no feeling to anything).But the truth is that it is the thing that i need to face everyday,and yaa,sometime i feel sad but im glad because my patient is not suffer anymore.

I just want to say one thing only..that is...appreciate your life,your family,your love one,your friend and all the human being in this world.




read this:

1. Your matter because you are you and your matter until the last moment of your life.we will do all we can,not only to help you to die peacefully,but to live until you die..

by:Cicely Saunder



the lost of a loved one is one of the most intensely pain experience any human being can suffer.

by:John Bowlby.

first bolg.

this is my first blog and this is my first time to blogging here..ermmm...what i want to say oo...ohh yaaa...because of this is my first blog..i hope u people who read this can teach me how to make a better blog next time..thank youu...