the story of human life..

since i has went to my practical last week,i has handle a lot type of patient..to dealing with this people has open my eyes and my heart how fragile is human being..why i say human life is fragile..i has see how very ill patient face they death...its was a very painful death i has see...i has ask myself..how about is that patient is someone that i know,or maybe myself..lying down on the bed and cannot do anything..i need to change that patient pampers..maybe to other people,it is very dirty thing to do..but if you can see that patient face,you will feel pity to them...you want to help them as much as you can and i also dont care who is that patient..maybe they are bad people during they lifetime..maybe they are ah long(shark loan),a murderer,raper or anything else..i dont care about that all because that time they really need my help..As a student nurse,all of this thing has really make me realize that our life is not always on the top..maybe one day we will sick and need help just like them..because i believe all human are not bad..because deep inside they heart there are some kindness hidden inside..

I still remember one of my patient..old ladies..this patient really week and need to feeding by the nurses..when i was feed her,i ask myself,where are your family..?where are your kids..?why are they cannot come here and feed you..i also has inform that,that ladies is from nursing home..i ask..why are she in that home..?she has a kids...why not stay in his kids home..?the answer is very easy..her kids are busy with work..no time to take care of him......Ohhh my god...what happen to the kids that she has raise from a baby to a adult..why this people cannot take care of they own mother...after i finish feed that old ladies...she look really deep into my eyes..i wonder why she look at me like that...suddenly they are tears rolling down on his face...she cry...but why...?maybe she want to say thank you to me and she really mean it...this people when they say thank you..they are really mean it,not like a normal people that use their hypocrite face to say that word...but not all like that..

ceremony for the 2nd and 3rd year student nurses,,

officially year 2 student nurses.


recire the nurses pledge..


waiting...



that was me...in charge for music and video with my laptop..haha..

this is what happen during that ceremony..many more picture,but lazy to upload...haha..

goverment make decision to teach math and science in BM again..

to me this is a stupid decision ever...!!!!!!!!we all know teaching math and science in English is better...and plus all reference about this subject is in English...Why now they want to change it again....stupid decision.,....arghhh.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

still going on....

class just like usual..just now we are busy for the exam next week and practical at miri Hospital...yeahhh...on 18 july,half of us will go to miri for practical for one month...can't wait for it...haha...this few day i have learn much more on obstretic subject..this is important becasue we will attach to gynea ward in miri hospital...this subject is more about female reproductive system and also what is happen to the women during pregnancy...it not a easy subject actually...because a lot of changes happen during that women pregnant....fuhhh...anymore want to write...ohhh...ya...no more for now...so...???habislah...

new semester...

today has ceremony for nurses student to changing our "pangkat"...hahaa...yeahhh..im a year 2 student nurse now...1 1/2 year more to go...sabar2...