the story of human life..

since i has went to my practical last week,i has handle a lot type of patient..to dealing with this people has open my eyes and my heart how fragile is human being..why i say human life is fragile..i has see how very ill patient face they death...its was a very painful death i has see...i has ask myself..how about is that patient is someone that i know,or maybe myself..lying down on the bed and cannot do anything..i need to change that patient pampers..maybe to other people,it is very dirty thing to do..but if you can see that patient face,you will feel pity to them...you want to help them as much as you can and i also dont care who is that patient..maybe they are bad people during they lifetime..maybe they are ah long(shark loan),a murderer,raper or anything else..i dont care about that all because that time they really need my help..As a student nurse,all of this thing has really make me realize that our life is not always on the top..maybe one day we will sick and need help just like them..because i believe all human are not bad..because deep inside they heart there are some kindness hidden inside..

I still remember one of my patient..old ladies..this patient really week and need to feeding by the nurses..when i was feed her,i ask myself,where are your family..?where are your kids..?why are they cannot come here and feed you..i also has inform that,that ladies is from nursing home..i ask..why are she in that home..?she has a kids...why not stay in his kids home..?the answer is very easy..her kids are busy with work..no time to take care of him......Ohhh my god...what happen to the kids that she has raise from a baby to a adult..why this people cannot take care of they own mother...after i finish feed that old ladies...she look really deep into my eyes..i wonder why she look at me like that...suddenly they are tears rolling down on his face...she cry...but why...?maybe she want to say thank you to me and she really mean it...this people when they say thank you..they are really mean it,not like a normal people that use their hypocrite face to say that word...but not all like that..