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nothing much happen in my life this few month..juz busy with my assignment and final exam soon...wish myself a gudluck for my final...semester 3 is the hardest sem in my course...especially subjent OnG...

not everyone is lucky..

after a week my practical here at miri hospital..i have meet a lot of people..

one thing that i cant forget is when i meet penan girl from limbang..admitted to miri hospital because of breech pregnancy...she giving a delivery wonderful cute baby after 3 day admitted..

when i interview this patient,i has asking a lot of question to her..one of my question is..where are u live in limbang....?she answer that she has no permanent house..she still live inside the jungle..very deep inside the jungle...she also say that she need to walk about 7 days to go to the nearest clinic..

people,can you imagine that..7 days juz to go to the nearest clinic..how come this thing can happen in this country..can you people imagine how are you if you need to walk 7 days non stop and sleeping on the naked ground..

today,that patient has discharge..and when i ask her again..how u want to protect your baby in the jungle if raining..she say that..she will use "DAUN POKOK.."

All my readers..can you imagine that..she just use Daun Pokok and yet she not complaint anything..if we..everything we use car and yet we still complaining if raining...but this people..they know how to survive even how difficult are they...when i hear that..my friend give her a umbrella...as a gift..

That patient was discharge from hospital today..maybe now she is in the jungle already...sleeping on the ground..without nice blanket or bed..with mosquito...while now we are so comfortable in our room and surfing internet..on fan..on aircond..no mosquito..and some of us still complaining..

so people..please appreciate whatever u have now..because this people have nothing including education..and they never complaint that their life is difficult...always pray that patient is safe during her journal 7 days in the jungle..GOD BLESS YOU PENAN GIRL...

new life..

i din update my blog for many..many..many day already..it because now i still busy with my practical at miri hosp..which i has attach to labor ward..to all reader who dont know what is labor..labor ward is a place for women to giving delivery...

for the first time in my life,i saw how difficult is women giving delivery...my legs was shaking and i just like i can feel how difficult is that women giving delivery..how painfull it was..
the moment the baby head come out..i know that there is a new life is born on that moment..i can see how amazing is that thing..it just like impossible for the baby to come out..

sometimes we quarrel with our own mother..but have we think how difficult are there to giving delivery on us..how painfull are they at that moment..if u never see it..u will simply just say it not pain..or u will say i can do operation maa if i want to giving delivery...but people..it not easy as what are you think..giving delivery is just like u put ur life in midwife nurse hand....

As a son to one wonderful women..i just like to thank to my mum...for giving me chance to live in this world..thanks alot mum..
to all readers...u must love your mum..bcoz it is not easy to put you in this world..now you can quarrel with them..but one day when we become a parents then we will know how are they feeling...

people..remember to appreciate your mum..and those who are already married..please love your wife..

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ermm..today..juz..ermm..arghhh..blank..

the story of human life..

since i has went to my practical last week,i has handle a lot type of patient..to dealing with this people has open my eyes and my heart how fragile is human being..why i say human life is fragile..i has see how very ill patient face they death...its was a very painful death i has see...i has ask myself..how about is that patient is someone that i know,or maybe myself..lying down on the bed and cannot do anything..i need to change that patient pampers..maybe to other people,it is very dirty thing to do..but if you can see that patient face,you will feel pity to them...you want to help them as much as you can and i also dont care who is that patient..maybe they are bad people during they lifetime..maybe they are ah long(shark loan),a murderer,raper or anything else..i dont care about that all because that time they really need my help..As a student nurse,all of this thing has really make me realize that our life is not always on the top..maybe one day we will sick and need help just like them..because i believe all human are not bad..because deep inside they heart there are some kindness hidden inside..

I still remember one of my patient..old ladies..this patient really week and need to feeding by the nurses..when i was feed her,i ask myself,where are your family..?where are your kids..?why are they cannot come here and feed you..i also has inform that,that ladies is from nursing home..i ask..why are she in that home..?she has a kids...why not stay in his kids home..?the answer is very easy..her kids are busy with work..no time to take care of him......Ohhh my god...what happen to the kids that she has raise from a baby to a adult..why this people cannot take care of they own mother...after i finish feed that old ladies...she look really deep into my eyes..i wonder why she look at me like that...suddenly they are tears rolling down on his face...she cry...but why...?maybe she want to say thank you to me and she really mean it...this people when they say thank you..they are really mean it,not like a normal people that use their hypocrite face to say that word...but not all like that..

ceremony for the 2nd and 3rd year student nurses,,

officially year 2 student nurses.


recire the nurses pledge..


waiting...



that was me...in charge for music and video with my laptop..haha..

this is what happen during that ceremony..many more picture,but lazy to upload...haha..

goverment make decision to teach math and science in BM again..

to me this is a stupid decision ever...!!!!!!!!we all know teaching math and science in English is better...and plus all reference about this subject is in English...Why now they want to change it again....stupid decision.,....arghhh.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!